Recent Profile Archive Shoutouts
Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 10:41 PM

- return -

after sooooo long of absence from the bloggin world.. i'm back once again. why? because i have toooo much time in my hands. i've lots of off days as i'm involved in NDP (National Day Parade), marching in as GOH (Guard Of Honor)... yeah.. i'm one of those dudes in extreme white. haha... from head to toe.

been really broke lately... spent it on building ma bicycle. end up.. no money for myself... lucky i dont have a girlfriend.. or else i'll up in shit's creek by now.... haha.




Wednesday, December 5, 2007, 10:48 PM

- new life -

haha.. yea.. surprised that i blogged during weekdays eh? yea.. could have guessed.. anyways many things have changed since my last post... yea... i'm officially not a diver anymore.. sry to disappoint all my friends that have been supporting me... yea...kinda like a disappointment.. cant succeed in anything... hiaz..

currently i'm a standing-in RP(Regimental Police) at my camp... yea.. 8-5 kind of jobs.. except duty days that is.. soon i'll probably be posted to become a sea soldier.. dun really know what i will do there... but who cares?

nowadays.. i lose motivation in anything that i do... no idea why..




Sunday, October 21, 2007, 2:23 AM

- survivor -

yea.. this post is to all my worried friends and family... i'm still surviving in NDU... hope i can continue... but my future as a diver still seems bleak... my lousy skills in treading water totally ruin everything..... sad.




Monday, September 17, 2007, 11:29 AM

- last 36 hours -

tmr will be my last night as a civilian...before i embark on a 2 year journey of military training.
wish me luck.

its time like this that makes people think....or rather makes me think... i dunno... just makes me think of the life i had, having and gonna have.... then it makes me kinda emo eh... haha... all of a sudden.. i felt that i have tons of stuff to tell everyone... esp her... since we started talkin after sooo damn long again...but once again... happiness always shortlived.... yea... goin in, in about 36 more hours... and still have tons of stuff that i cant or rather havent say to her... maybe its best to keep it to myself.... haha... she offered to send me in on my enlistment day... was kinda surprised when she offered.... yea... i declined... why? cos i do not wanna cause anymore trouble to her current relationship..... but deep down... i was like..... OMG!!!!! WTH did i say that for!!!!!!ARGGHHHHHHHH..... but never mind... hope things will turn out better this way...




Friday, September 14, 2007, 11:12 PM

- The Final Countdown -

in approx 50 mins time.. it will be Sep 15th.. the day my bro.. Yong Liang is enlisting into army... yea.. yet another phase of our life... mine will come swiftly in 4 workin days time... 19th Sep.... feelings.... a lil nervous... yet anxious and a lil fear... fear that i might not be able to catch up... anyways.. i'm not the kinda guy who thinks so much into the future...

anyways.... paid my 'girlfriends' down at NUS a visit today... crashed their lecture.... thought it would be fun.... but it turned out to be quite unexpected.... uni lectures sure are diff from poly...... esp the stuff they are teaching.... its like total einstein to me.... the good points? i got to meet all my sec sch female friends studying there... makes life easier when they are all in the same class!! haha.... girls that i have not seen in ages.... jocelyn.. suyi...jialing... chien fern... and jasmine.... it was really nice to see them after soo long... now all looking like they just come out from cosmopolitian or something... looking gorgeous and fashionable.... i was exceptionally delighted to see chien fern after soo long.... still looking sooo pretty after soo long... haha...

ate at one of their cafe in the campus.... talk about lots of stuff.... really a memorable day for me.... but when it turns to night... dunno why.... maybe the feng shui or something... always make my mood kinda moody.. kinda lonely... kinda emo... just want someone to talk to....




Monday, August 27, 2007, 1:08 AM

- countdown -

19th sep...cant say that its still a long way to go... and cant say it will come very fast... yea... enlistment date... thinkin about it... feels kinda nervous and anxious at the same time... seeing rauf, kok yi and shun de telling me about their stories... kinda make me wanna experienced what they are goin thru... but that also means i have to abandon my current style of living. sad... anyways... i'll be goin into the NAVY as a diver... any people here went thru it b4? spare me some advice??




Saturday, August 25, 2007, 1:20 AM

- desperate -

hmm... i'm kinda PISSED OFF with peopl that doesnt use their real name on tagboards and leave msg like... dun be so desperate... you're a _____.... you ____... i mean if you have the guts to type such a stuff.... pls get the balls (if u get what i mean) to write down your name!!!!

if you're his/her friend... and u secretly leave such msgs.... i totally despise such people then... dun even dare to put your name... prob scared of him/her finding out... cowards...

if you're not his/her friend.... i dun see why u dont dare to put your name... u think we can find out who the hell you are? or even care to find out?

anyways.... to all those who like pulling such stupid stunts.... pls... blardy hell.. put ur name... or at least reason out with me....

I'M A REASONABLE PERSON.