Wednesday, July 11, 2007, 1:23 AM
- lies -caught Die Hard 4.0....... all i can say is.... WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? Go catch it!! two thumbs up... very nice... action packed for action junkies like me! hahaha.... anyways.... its already july 11th.... a few more days and most of ma buddies will be going NS.... yea... guess we all have to grow up and move on.... for me... my enlistment's kinda late... in september... haha.... yea... my day will come then....
anyways... for the past few days... its been funny that i keep bumping into former fairsians... yea... and coincidentally... all of them are close friends of CF.... hmmm... coincidental or just plain unlucky... i dun mean meeting them isnt good.... but its like kinda weird meeing all her friends like a few days after bumpin into her... hmmmm... yea... like i have said...some memories are hard to forget, some easy to remember and the rest you simply cant let go... i will be lying if i said i have forgotten about her... hmmm.. that will probably never happen.. instead... its true that i've been trying to get over it... yea.. kinda slow... i know... maybe.. i'm just weak in the areas of love... yea....
somehow... i dunno why but i feel very very stupid... yea.... i keep telling myself that... one day.. i might just look back and laugh at myself... jokin at how long i take to get over a girl... yea... but .... it sucks to know that i might never achieve it.... *first cut's always the deepest*
alright... think i should stop jabbering about my past relationship... which.. yea... i have totally made a mess out of it... and probably my BIGGEST regret of my entire life... second will be ... not trying hard enough to keep myself concentrated on my poly studies... why do i cry over spilled milk? i've got no idea why... but i know for sure.... i do need help on that particular area...
i wish i could just fly to a place... where there are no worries... no pain... a place where i can escape from all of these problems in my life.... that place.... probably sounds like heaven... yea...but the closest i can get to that place.... would be my room... right here... right now... when everyone's sleepin... no one to interrupt me... just me in my room.... relaxing.... grooving to the tunes... yea... i'm that kinda guy.... probably those that prefers to run away from a problem... rather than to face it..... hmmmmm... why am i pouring out all of my bad characters here? beats me..... feels lots better after bloggin all these "skeletons in my closet"
