Monday, September 17, 2007, 11:29 AM
- last 36 hours -tmr will be my last night as a civilian...before i embark on a 2 year journey of military training.
wish me luck.
its time like this that makes people think....or rather makes me think... i dunno... just makes me think of the life i had, having and gonna have.... then it makes me kinda emo eh... haha... all of a sudden.. i felt that i have tons of stuff to tell everyone... esp her... since we started talkin after sooo damn long again...but once again... happiness always shortlived.... yea... goin in, in about 36 more hours... and still have tons of stuff that i cant or rather havent say to her... maybe its best to keep it to myself.... haha... she offered to send me in on my enlistment day... was kinda surprised when she offered.... yea... i declined... why? cos i do not wanna cause anymore trouble to her current relationship..... but deep down... i was like..... OMG!!!!! WTH did i say that for!!!!!!ARGGHHHHHHHH..... but never mind... hope things will turn out better this way...
