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Sunday, July 29, 2007, 8:59 PM
- tasteless -
nothing interesting these past few days... same ol' life..... work... play... sleep..
supposed to go for a holiday to korea... but in the end... it was cancelled due to my mom's recurring pain in her old injury.... guess it will have to wait.
sis came back to sg... for a few weeks... before going back to dubai once again.
been wanting to catch a few movies these few days... but its either... got no one to go with... or something came up... recently there are a few movies like.... Invisible Target & Flash Point... all action packed chinese movie... been quite sometime since i caught a chinese movie.... the last one was a total disappointment... Dragon Tiger Gate.... (totally disappointed in it..... esp the hairstyle... yucks..)
Wednesday, July 18, 2007, 4:41 PM
- airport -
last sat was the day tian yin had to leave for her further studies in aussie... yea... rushed down after a tiring day at work..(the dragonboat job as mentioned b4)... haha... was so tired that i keep dozing off when i was standing in the bus.
yea... manage to send her off though... haha... saw her bf for the first time... yea... hahaha... good job tian yin!! for finding such a bf...
anyways... i was already expecting to see HER at the airport.. knowing that tian yin was one of her close friends... saw her with her bf.... (unexpected) but... what to do? hahaha.... act blur... act as if i never see them then... hahaha.... think i pulled it off.... maybe its not that i dun wanna see her... or rather its the fact that i got no idea what to say to her... or maybe.. i'm just too sorry to face her again.... hmmm.... *confused*... hahaha...
anyways.... i've been thinkin(like always).... maybe i really have to change... for the good of course.....hmmm.... need some feedback from my friends reading.... any suggestions? bad points that i have to change??
Sunday, July 15, 2007, 1:30 AM
- madness -
had a coxing job today... a first at Pulau Ubin... it was for a competition... and the pay was relatively good.. so yea... met the other coxswain from SDBA at noon... then headed down to Ubin... there... we waited... and waited.. blah blah... till it was like 3.30pm before it finally started.... it is some kind of a 'triathalon' ... except for the fact that the excercises are different... the students first have toe cycle( i dunno the distance)... before rowing for approx 9.2km.... yea... followed by a 3-4km run... yea.. sounds hellish... hell yea... i probably would never enter such a competition volunteerily...
the students were good in an overall sense... have a good teamwork... relatively good stamina and strength... taking the fact that they had cycled before comin to my station... yea... but the rowing session was very very long.... and boring... it was from Ubin all the way back to Seletar... hahaha... yea.. it took approx 2 hours plus.... but.. i still get paid in the end right? hahaha...
nowadays ... been running low on cash.... sad. so calling my buddies out there... any dragonboat events or any other events that pay well... BE SURE TO CALL ME!
hahahaha...
1:23 AM
- maturity -
the chalet was a very very memorable one for me... not only fun... but our friendship... i think advanced to a new level of maturity.... i dunno how the others feel but... i feel like i'm closer to my buddies now... guys and ladies.
had lotsa fun at Wild Wild Wet.... wooooo... fun stuff to play with... good stuff to look at... hahaha.
had bbq... in which the guys did MOST of the cookin and setting up... the girls are probably good at ..... finishing up the food and complaining!!!!!hahaha..... dun worry .. the guys still love you... haha.
i think it was the 'catching up' session that really bonded us... *in my opinion*.
anyways... i forogt to add one more testimonial to all of u guys..... i'm really glad to have friends like you...
Wednesday, July 11, 2007, 1:40 AM
- sweet escape -
my room... my sweet escape...
yea... two entries in one night.... haha... no work tmr!
going on a chalet with ma buddies for 7 years++++ and counting...none other than the buds from my sec sch.
did i ever tell u guys that i've lots of ambitions when i was young... and some still remains as my ambitions up till now? i used to wanna be a fireman! hahaha.... yea.... that still exists as one of the few.... next up... i wanna be a writer/author!... yea... i know my english's kinda 'non-professional' but i always hope to write a book... that everyone enjoys... like those kind of Chicken Soup for the Soul.... in a language that we're all familiar with... not those kind of very serious..... 'top-notch' english writings.... maybe similar to my entries? *of course it will be better though*..... haha... next up.... director!!! yea.... some of my buds in poly would know my wonderful directing skills... hahaha... i would constanting tell them about a particular scene in a film.. how it will be filmed and how the angle of the camera's gonna be and stuff.... how the story starts and follows... yea.... hahha.... definitely one of my interests.... next up... inventor!.... haha.... dun be alarmed.... i have actually lots of ideas!!.... wacky ones actually... some of my inventions... MIGHT actually work!! hahaha... next..... advertiser... or rather... those that think of ideas for an advertisement..... hahaha... there are times.... i have no idea why.... but times when suddenly an idea struck me... yea.. ideas that should turn up in an advert.... yea.... wish there's a way to sell my ideas... hahaa....
anyways.... feeling kinda tired now.... FINALLY... hahaha... gtg ... peace out.
1:23 AM
- lies -
caught Die Hard 4.0....... all i can say is.... WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? Go catch it!! two thumbs up... very nice... action packed for action junkies like me! hahaha.... anyways.... its already july 11th.... a few more days and most of ma buddies will be going NS.... yea... guess we all have to grow up and move on.... for me... my enlistment's kinda late... in september... haha.... yea... my day will come then....
anyways... for the past few days... its been funny that i keep bumping into former fairsians... yea... and coincidentally... all of them are close friends of CF.... hmmm... coincidental or just plain unlucky... i dun mean meeting them isnt good.... but its like kinda weird meeing all her friends like a few days after bumpin into her... hmmmm... yea... like i have said...some memories are hard to forget, some easy to remember and the rest you simply cant let go... i will be lying if i said i have forgotten about her... hmmm.. that will probably never happen.. instead... its true that i've been trying to get over it... yea.. kinda slow... i know... maybe.. i'm just weak in the areas of love... yea....
somehow... i dunno why but i feel very very stupid... yea.... i keep telling myself that... one day.. i might just look back and laugh at myself... jokin at how long i take to get over a girl... yea... but .... it sucks to know that i might never achieve it.... *first cut's always the deepest*
alright... think i should stop jabbering about my past relationship... which.. yea... i have totally made a mess out of it... and probably my BIGGEST regret of my entire life... second will be ... not trying hard enough to keep myself concentrated on my poly studies... why do i cry over spilled milk? i've got no idea why... but i know for sure.... i do need help on that particular area...
i wish i could just fly to a place... where there are no worries... no pain... a place where i can escape from all of these problems in my life.... that place.... probably sounds like heaven... yea...but the closest i can get to that place.... would be my room... right here... right now... when everyone's sleepin... no one to interrupt me... just me in my room.... relaxing.... grooving to the tunes... yea... i'm that kinda guy.... probably those that prefers to run away from a problem... rather than to face it..... hmmmmm... why am i pouring out all of my bad characters here? beats me..... feels lots better after bloggin all these "skeletons in my closet"
Wednesday, July 4, 2007, 10:49 PM
- breaking point -
had my napfa test today.... stupid cmpb told me about 2 months ago that the hard earned napfa test results in poly has expired!!! wa... all the running!!!!GONE DOWN THE DRAIN!!! yea... wat can i do? retake lor.... today didnt start off well... having the fact that i'm havin napfa today i slept earlier than usual.... then i was rolling on my bed... couldnt sleep... so i on the air con... got cooler... but still cant sleep....so i got up... double checked my napfa test bookin.. then went back onto my bed and continued rollin on my bed.. till 4.25am!!!!! wa..... i'm like waking up in arnd an hour's time!!!... finally i slept at approx 4.35am... damn
woke up in less than an hour's time... then got to Toa Payoh Stadium.... the weather was already scorching hot in the morning... had a slight headache when i started the stations... must be because of the lack of sleep.... got worse as the minutes went by... must be the sun and the heat!!! i was practically dying before i reached my final station... which also happens to be my dreaded station.... 2.4km run...
we waited for close to 10 minutes in the sun before we started the run.. till then.. i was barely surviving.. finally off to the run... and guess wat? i got a BLARDY SLIVER because if my run!!! argh!!! the only 2 point in my score!!!! so so so disappointed in myself...
then i was supposed to meet rachel today after the test... waited and waited for that panda to wake up... till it was almost time for me to head on to my dragonboat coachin job... yea...so in the end... i didnt meet her.... in the hot sun again.... today.. teaching small kids... primary school kids how to row... was kinda hilarious because some of them are even shorter than the paddle itself.. haha.... had quite some fun during the session...
then came the rush hour home... totally hate that... why? because KIASU singaporeans... always like to squeeze themselves into the train cabin way before the passengers alight... i totally... and i mention TOTALLY hate that kind of behaviour... feels so barbaric... no manners at all... and to call them working ADULTS.... and it gets worse if u're standing in front.. they practically pushed me into the train...hate to squeeze with sooo many people..YUCKS.... i was so so so tired that i kind 'nodded' even while standin in the train....yea... the sun took all my energy and my napfa gold from me today.... sad
Monday, July 2, 2007, 2:23 AM
- life -
caught TRANSFORMERS the movie today... it was totally... KICK ASSSS!!! woooo... the action... the cool robots.. and most importantly... THE HOT BABES!!! hahaha... i dun really like the "New and Improved" Transformers as they look like total big piece of moving metal... for some of the scenes... i couldnt even recognise who was fighting who.... think the cartoon one is better... looks cooler and they have this weird " tee-too-too-too-tee" sound when they transform... totally cheesy.. but cool... all in all.. i would give this movie a 8.5/10 rating... for the action and babes totally helped in the scores.... and not to mention... the robots.. contributing.
it was then before the movie, during the movie, and after the movie that i realised one important "rule" in your life... the more you yearn and want something... the more you will not get it... like girls... maybe.. its time for me to change my thinkin... maybe if i shouldnt try that hard to get a girl or something... i might end up having it ? hahaha... doesnt make sense? yea... doesnt make much sense to me too... or......... maybe i'm just too plain ugly... haha... that might be tha case... in anyways... pardon me for my naggin once again... haha
*how i wish i could be like Mel Gibson in the movie.. What Woman Wants....then maybe i can crack into the thick skulls of the ladies and know what they want.. aint that cool or wat.*
over the weekend.. the juniors have their june race... at bedok... was kinda setting an expectation for the ladies.. but sadly.. they did not achieve it... my expectations wasnt high... just get 3rd in the heats for ivp and get thru to the semi... i knew they could do it.. but... hmmm.. maybe the competitors are getting stronger?... see it applies to the life theory i just said... the more i want them to win... the more it wouldnt happen.... sad... maybe that just my life... how about yours? happen to you too?
anyways... i have this dilemna right now... should i take my napfa retest... pass it... hopefuly get a silver and better.. and get exempted from my 1 mth of physical training for ns.. or should i just go for the early intake with the physical test... as i have heard from many.. those that gets in earlier... even though they might suffer more... they tend to make friends first and stuff... then get used to army life first...hmmmm... what should i do?
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Sunday, July 29, 2007, 8:59 PM
- tasteless -
nothing interesting these past few days... same ol' life..... work... play... sleep..
supposed to go for a holiday to korea... but in the end... it was cancelled due to my mom's recurring pain in her old injury.... guess it will have to wait.
sis came back to sg... for a few weeks... before going back to dubai once again.
been wanting to catch a few movies these few days... but its either... got no one to go with... or something came up... recently there are a few movies like.... Invisible Target & Flash Point... all action packed chinese movie... been quite sometime since i caught a chinese movie.... the last one was a total disappointment... Dragon Tiger Gate.... (totally disappointed in it..... esp the hairstyle... yucks..)
Wednesday, July 18, 2007, 4:41 PM
- airport -
last sat was the day tian yin had to leave for her further studies in aussie... yea... rushed down after a tiring day at work..(the dragonboat job as mentioned b4)... haha... was so tired that i keep dozing off when i was standing in the bus.
yea... manage to send her off though... haha... saw her bf for the first time... yea... hahaha... good job tian yin!! for finding such a bf...
anyways... i was already expecting to see HER at the airport.. knowing that tian yin was one of her close friends... saw her with her bf.... (unexpected) but... what to do? hahaha.... act blur... act as if i never see them then... hahaha.... think i pulled it off.... maybe its not that i dun wanna see her... or rather its the fact that i got no idea what to say to her... or maybe.. i'm just too sorry to face her again.... hmmm.... *confused*... hahaha...
anyways.... i've been thinkin(like always).... maybe i really have to change... for the good of course.....hmmm.... need some feedback from my friends reading.... any suggestions? bad points that i have to change??
Sunday, July 15, 2007, 1:30 AM
- madness -
had a coxing job today... a first at Pulau Ubin... it was for a competition... and the pay was relatively good.. so yea... met the other coxswain from SDBA at noon... then headed down to Ubin... there... we waited... and waited.. blah blah... till it was like 3.30pm before it finally started.... it is some kind of a 'triathalon' ... except for the fact that the excercises are different... the students first have toe cycle( i dunno the distance)... before rowing for approx 9.2km.... yea... followed by a 3-4km run... yea.. sounds hellish... hell yea... i probably would never enter such a competition volunteerily...
the students were good in an overall sense... have a good teamwork... relatively good stamina and strength... taking the fact that they had cycled before comin to my station... yea... but the rowing session was very very long.... and boring... it was from Ubin all the way back to Seletar... hahaha... yea.. it took approx 2 hours plus.... but.. i still get paid in the end right? hahaha...
nowadays ... been running low on cash.... sad. so calling my buddies out there... any dragonboat events or any other events that pay well... BE SURE TO CALL ME!
hahahaha...
1:23 AM
- maturity -
the chalet was a very very memorable one for me... not only fun... but our friendship... i think advanced to a new level of maturity.... i dunno how the others feel but... i feel like i'm closer to my buddies now... guys and ladies.
had lotsa fun at Wild Wild Wet.... wooooo... fun stuff to play with... good stuff to look at... hahaha.
had bbq... in which the guys did MOST of the cookin and setting up... the girls are probably good at ..... finishing up the food and complaining!!!!!hahaha..... dun worry .. the guys still love you... haha.
i think it was the 'catching up' session that really bonded us... *in my opinion*.
anyways... i forogt to add one more testimonial to all of u guys..... i'm really glad to have friends like you...
Wednesday, July 11, 2007, 1:40 AM
- sweet escape -
my room... my sweet escape...
yea... two entries in one night.... haha... no work tmr!
going on a chalet with ma buddies for 7 years++++ and counting...none other than the buds from my sec sch.
did i ever tell u guys that i've lots of ambitions when i was young... and some still remains as my ambitions up till now? i used to wanna be a fireman! hahaha.... yea.... that still exists as one of the few.... next up... i wanna be a writer/author!... yea... i know my english's kinda 'non-professional' but i always hope to write a book... that everyone enjoys... like those kind of Chicken Soup for the Soul.... in a language that we're all familiar with... not those kind of very serious..... 'top-notch' english writings.... maybe similar to my entries? *of course it will be better though*..... haha... next up.... director!!! yea.... some of my buds in poly would know my wonderful directing skills... hahaha... i would constanting tell them about a particular scene in a film.. how it will be filmed and how the angle of the camera's gonna be and stuff.... how the story starts and follows... yea.... hahha.... definitely one of my interests.... next up... inventor!.... haha.... dun be alarmed.... i have actually lots of ideas!!.... wacky ones actually... some of my inventions... MIGHT actually work!! hahaha... next..... advertiser... or rather... those that think of ideas for an advertisement..... hahaha... there are times.... i have no idea why.... but times when suddenly an idea struck me... yea.. ideas that should turn up in an advert.... yea.... wish there's a way to sell my ideas... hahaa....
anyways.... feeling kinda tired now.... FINALLY... hahaha... gtg ... peace out.
1:23 AM
- lies -
caught Die Hard 4.0....... all i can say is.... WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? Go catch it!! two thumbs up... very nice... action packed for action junkies like me! hahaha.... anyways.... its already july 11th.... a few more days and most of ma buddies will be going NS.... yea... guess we all have to grow up and move on.... for me... my enlistment's kinda late... in september... haha.... yea... my day will come then....
anyways... for the past few days... its been funny that i keep bumping into former fairsians... yea... and coincidentally... all of them are close friends of CF.... hmmm... coincidental or just plain unlucky... i dun mean meeting them isnt good.... but its like kinda weird meeing all her friends like a few days after bumpin into her... hmmmm... yea... like i have said...some memories are hard to forget, some easy to remember and the rest you simply cant let go... i will be lying if i said i have forgotten about her... hmmm.. that will probably never happen.. instead... its true that i've been trying to get over it... yea.. kinda slow... i know... maybe.. i'm just weak in the areas of love... yea....
somehow... i dunno why but i feel very very stupid... yea.... i keep telling myself that... one day.. i might just look back and laugh at myself... jokin at how long i take to get over a girl... yea... but .... it sucks to know that i might never achieve it.... *first cut's always the deepest*
alright... think i should stop jabbering about my past relationship... which.. yea... i have totally made a mess out of it... and probably my BIGGEST regret of my entire life... second will be ... not trying hard enough to keep myself concentrated on my poly studies... why do i cry over spilled milk? i've got no idea why... but i know for sure.... i do need help on that particular area...
i wish i could just fly to a place... where there are no worries... no pain... a place where i can escape from all of these problems in my life.... that place.... probably sounds like heaven... yea...but the closest i can get to that place.... would be my room... right here... right now... when everyone's sleepin... no one to interrupt me... just me in my room.... relaxing.... grooving to the tunes... yea... i'm that kinda guy.... probably those that prefers to run away from a problem... rather than to face it..... hmmmmm... why am i pouring out all of my bad characters here? beats me..... feels lots better after bloggin all these "skeletons in my closet"
Wednesday, July 4, 2007, 10:49 PM
- breaking point -
had my napfa test today.... stupid cmpb told me about 2 months ago that the hard earned napfa test results in poly has expired!!! wa... all the running!!!!GONE DOWN THE DRAIN!!! yea... wat can i do? retake lor.... today didnt start off well... having the fact that i'm havin napfa today i slept earlier than usual.... then i was rolling on my bed... couldnt sleep... so i on the air con... got cooler... but still cant sleep....so i got up... double checked my napfa test bookin.. then went back onto my bed and continued rollin on my bed.. till 4.25am!!!!! wa..... i'm like waking up in arnd an hour's time!!!... finally i slept at approx 4.35am... damn
woke up in less than an hour's time... then got to Toa Payoh Stadium.... the weather was already scorching hot in the morning... had a slight headache when i started the stations... must be because of the lack of sleep.... got worse as the minutes went by... must be the sun and the heat!!! i was practically dying before i reached my final station... which also happens to be my dreaded station.... 2.4km run...
we waited for close to 10 minutes in the sun before we started the run.. till then.. i was barely surviving.. finally off to the run... and guess wat? i got a BLARDY SLIVER because if my run!!! argh!!! the only 2 point in my score!!!! so so so disappointed in myself...
then i was supposed to meet rachel today after the test... waited and waited for that panda to wake up... till it was almost time for me to head on to my dragonboat coachin job... yea...so in the end... i didnt meet her.... in the hot sun again.... today.. teaching small kids... primary school kids how to row... was kinda hilarious because some of them are even shorter than the paddle itself.. haha.... had quite some fun during the session...
then came the rush hour home... totally hate that... why? because KIASU singaporeans... always like to squeeze themselves into the train cabin way before the passengers alight... i totally... and i mention TOTALLY hate that kind of behaviour... feels so barbaric... no manners at all... and to call them working ADULTS.... and it gets worse if u're standing in front.. they practically pushed me into the train...hate to squeeze with sooo many people..YUCKS.... i was so so so tired that i kind 'nodded' even while standin in the train....yea... the sun took all my energy and my napfa gold from me today.... sad
Monday, July 2, 2007, 2:23 AM
- life -
caught TRANSFORMERS the movie today... it was totally... KICK ASSSS!!! woooo... the action... the cool robots.. and most importantly... THE HOT BABES!!! hahaha... i dun really like the "New and Improved" Transformers as they look like total big piece of moving metal... for some of the scenes... i couldnt even recognise who was fighting who.... think the cartoon one is better... looks cooler and they have this weird " tee-too-too-too-tee" sound when they transform... totally cheesy.. but cool... all in all.. i would give this movie a 8.5/10 rating... for the action and babes totally helped in the scores.... and not to mention... the robots.. contributing.
it was then before the movie, during the movie, and after the movie that i realised one important "rule" in your life... the more you yearn and want something... the more you will not get it... like girls... maybe.. its time for me to change my thinkin... maybe if i shouldnt try that hard to get a girl or something... i might end up having it ? hahaha... doesnt make sense? yea... doesnt make much sense to me too... or......... maybe i'm just too plain ugly... haha... that might be tha case... in anyways... pardon me for my naggin once again... haha
*how i wish i could be like Mel Gibson in the movie.. What Woman Wants....then maybe i can crack into the thick skulls of the ladies and know what they want.. aint that cool or wat.*
over the weekend.. the juniors have their june race... at bedok... was kinda setting an expectation for the ladies.. but sadly.. they did not achieve it... my expectations wasnt high... just get 3rd in the heats for ivp and get thru to the semi... i knew they could do it.. but... hmmm.. maybe the competitors are getting stronger?... see it applies to the life theory i just said... the more i want them to win... the more it wouldnt happen.... sad... maybe that just my life... how about yours? happen to you too?
anyways... i have this dilemna right now... should i take my napfa retest... pass it... hopefuly get a silver and better.. and get exempted from my 1 mth of physical training for ns.. or should i just go for the early intake with the physical test... as i have heard from many.. those that gets in earlier... even though they might suffer more... they tend to make friends first and stuff... then get used to army life first...hmmmm... what should i do?
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