<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387</id><updated>2009-02-21T20:08:00.000+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Starburst,comets and a cup of tea</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default?orderby=updated'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>24</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>25</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-3162462162407876488</id><published>2008-07-16T22:41:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2008-07-16T22:41:49.077+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- return -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after sooooo long of absence from the bloggin world.. i'm back once again. why? because i have toooo much time in my hands. i've lots of off days as i'm involved in NDP (National Day Parade), marching in as GOH (Guard Of Honor)... yeah.. i'm one of those dudes in extreme white. haha... from head to toe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;been really broke lately... spent it on building ma bicycle. end up.. no money for myself... lucky i dont have a girlfriend.. or else i'll up in shit's creek by now.... haha.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-3162462162407876488?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/3162462162407876488/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=3162462162407876488' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/3162462162407876488'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/3162462162407876488'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2008/07/return-after-sooooo-long-of-absence.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-819720351211836594</id><published>2007-12-05T22:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-12-05T22:53:44.132+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- new life -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haha.. yea.. surprised that i blogged during weekdays eh? yea.. could have guessed.. anyways many things have changed since my last post... yea... i'm officially not a diver anymore.. sry to disappoint all my friends that have been supporting me... yea...kinda like a disappointment.. cant succeed in anything... hiaz..&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;currently i'm a standing-in RP(Regimental Police) at my camp... yea.. 8-5 kind of jobs.. except duty days that is.. soon i'll probably be posted to become a sea soldier.. dun really know what i will do there... but who cares?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nowadays.. i lose motivation in anything that i do... no idea why..&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-819720351211836594?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/819720351211836594/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=819720351211836594' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/819720351211836594'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/819720351211836594'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/12/new-life-haha.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-9078715248709051614</id><published>2007-10-21T02:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-10-21T02:26:04.138+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- survivor -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea.. this post is to all my worried friends and family... i'm still surviving in NDU... hope i can continue... but my future as a diver still seems bleak... my lousy skills in treading water totally ruin everything..... sad.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-9078715248709051614?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/9078715248709051614/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=9078715248709051614' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/9078715248709051614'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/9078715248709051614'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/10/survivor-yea.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-1347531345887112817</id><published>2007-09-17T11:29:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-17T11:38:37.576+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- last 36 hours -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tmr will be my last night as a civilian...before i embark on a 2 year journey of military training.&lt;br /&gt;wish me luck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;its time like this that makes people think....or rather makes me think... i dunno... just makes me think of the life i had, having and gonna have.... then it makes me kinda emo eh... haha... all of a sudden.. i felt that i have tons of stuff to tell everyone... esp her... since we started talkin after sooo damn long again...but once again... happiness always shortlived.... yea... goin in, in about 36 more hours... and still have tons of stuff that i cant or rather havent say to her... maybe its best to keep it to myself.... haha... she offered to send me in on my enlistment day... was kinda surprised when she offered.... yea... i declined... why? cos i do not wanna cause anymore trouble to her current relationship..... but deep down... i was like..... OMG!!!!! WTH did i say that for!!!!!!ARGGHHHHHHHH..... but never mind... hope things will turn out better this way...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-1347531345887112817?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/1347531345887112817/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=1347531345887112817' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/1347531345887112817'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/1347531345887112817'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/09/last-36-hours-tmr-will-be-my-last-night.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-3539231725067542236</id><published>2007-09-14T23:12:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-09-14T23:25:22.198+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- The Final Countdown -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in approx 50 mins time.. it will be Sep 15th.. the day my bro.. Yong Liang is enlisting into army... yea.. yet another phase of our life... mine will come swiftly in 4 workin days time... 19th Sep.... feelings.... a lil nervous... yet anxious and a lil fear... fear that i might not be able to catch up... anyways.. i'm not the kinda guy who thinks so much into the future...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways.... paid my 'girlfriends' down at NUS a visit today... crashed their lecture.... thought it would be fun.... but it turned out to be quite unexpected.... uni lectures sure are diff from poly...... esp the stuff they are teaching.... its like total einstein to me.... the good points? i got to meet all my sec sch female friends studying there... makes life easier when they are all in the same class!! haha.... girls that i have not seen in ages.... jocelyn.. suyi...jialing... chien fern... and jasmine.... it was really nice to see them after soo long... now all looking like they just come out from cosmopolitian or something... looking gorgeous and fashionable.... i was exceptionally delighted to see chien fern after soo long.... still looking sooo pretty after soo long... haha...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ate at one of their cafe in the campus.... talk about lots of stuff.... really a memorable day for me....  but when it turns to night... dunno why.... maybe the feng shui or something... always make my mood kinda moody.. kinda lonely... kinda emo...  just want someone to talk to....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-3539231725067542236?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/3539231725067542236/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=3539231725067542236' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/3539231725067542236'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/3539231725067542236'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/09/final-countdown-in-approx-50-mins-time.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-7404766660550734601</id><published>2007-08-27T01:08:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-27T01:12:39.833+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- countdown -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;19th sep...cant say that its still a long way to go... and cant say it will come very fast... yea... enlistment date... thinkin about it... feels kinda nervous and anxious at the same time... seeing rauf, kok yi and shun de telling me about their stories... kinda make me wanna experienced what they are goin thru... but that also means i have to abandon my current style of living. sad... anyways... i'll be goin into the NAVY  as a diver... any people here went thru it b4? spare me some advice??&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-7404766660550734601?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/7404766660550734601/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=7404766660550734601' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/7404766660550734601'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/7404766660550734601'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/08/countdown-19th-sep.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-8397086999508443198</id><published>2007-08-25T01:20:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-25T01:26:27.669+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- desperate -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hmm... i'm kinda PISSED OFF with peopl that doesnt use their real name on tagboards and leave msg like... dun be so desperate... you're a _____.... you ____... i mean if you have the guts to type such a stuff.... pls get the balls (if u get what i mean) to write down your name!!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if you're his/her friend... and u secretly leave such msgs.... i totally despise such people then... dun even dare to put your name... prob scared of him/her finding out... cowards...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if you're not his/her friend.... i dun see why u dont dare to put your name... u think we can find out who the hell you are? or even care to find out?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways.... to all those who like pulling such stupid stunts.... pls... blardy hell.. put ur name... or at least reason out with me....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'M A REASONABLE PERSON.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-8397086999508443198?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/8397086999508443198/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=8397086999508443198' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/8397086999508443198'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/8397086999508443198'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/08/desperate-hmm.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-9212943254634464476</id><published>2007-08-21T02:51:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-21T02:58:23.069+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- gratitude -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;with regards to my earlier post... i really have to thanks my friends for being there for me all the time... yea... even though i might act desperate or stupid at times... haha... yea... might just be one of my emo days... haha.... also have to thanks my bri HENRY... for constantly finding part time jobs for me..... thanks bud..... keep it coming... and yea... also gotta thank him for introducing me to a girl a few months ago that i wanted to meet... yea... sad to say... nothing much gonna happen.. might be fault on my end....  and it also seems like she aint the type who likes to be tied down to one guy... the fact that she has tons of guy friends.. probably proves it so... me on the other hand.... hmmm... i dunno what wrong... haha... i gotta admit... i'm not the type of guy whom all girls like.... neither cool... nor handsome... definitely not cute.... haha... and also not bad-ass... haha....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-9212943254634464476?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/9212943254634464476/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=9212943254634464476' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/9212943254634464476'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/9212943254634464476'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/08/gratitude-with-regards-to-my-earlier.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-3614919549517092560</id><published>2007-08-21T02:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-21T02:50:51.321+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- sad -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;caught two movies today... one.... BOURNE ULTIMATUM....totally KICK ASSS!!! woooo... but.... the camera guy ought to be shot man.... the camera's like 80% of the time... not steady... always shaking... wa..... i got a lil giddy watching it...... so... word of advice..... BUY THE DVD..... why?&lt;br /&gt;so you can watch it at home... and move with the camera... and not get laughed at being ridiculous..... all in all.... a 9/10...  it lost a point bcos of the blardy camera man....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;BOURNE ULTIMATUM&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Action: 10/10&lt;br /&gt;Story line:  10/10 ( If you actually watched the entire trilogy)&lt;br /&gt;Realistic lvl: 5/10 ( He actually survived sooooo many accidents... jumped off a 10 storey      building and survived... he should be either called JACKIE CHAN or SUPERMAN)&lt;br /&gt;Overall: 9/10 (definitely a must-watch )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;next up... i caught the movie... DISTURBIA.... another awesome movie.... woooo.... its a thriller by the way... and i'm not much of a thriller guy... first thing first.... the main character.... is the guy from TRANSFOMERS!!!.... yea.... hurray for the ladies... seems like lots of ladies find him cute.... hiaz.... sad.. i'm nowhere there... anyways.... back to the movie.... it kept me on my chair the whole time.... and gave me a few good laugh at times...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;DISTURBIA&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Action: 6.5/10 (why so low? cos.. its not an action movie!! though it has its share of a teensy weensy bit of action)&lt;br /&gt;Story line: 10/10 (if the script writer can get a non-thriller fan to enjoy this movie... its gotta be good right?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;Realistic lvl: 10/10 (hey!!!.... it might just happen to you!!hahahaha... jokin anyways... i mean.. it doesnt have high flying action... kung fu moves... and jumpin out of buildings.)&lt;br /&gt;Overall: 10/10 ( if u havent caught it... wadya waiting for?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways... after catching these two movies.... it turns the spotlight to me.... hahaha.... yea.... me and my emo session... why does the main character always... and i mean... always... get the hot girl... look at the guy from TRANSFORMERS and DISTURBIA.... damn... he get all the HOT girls!!!... u gotta admit both of the female leads are like totally HOT!!!... haha.... then i saw somemore very good examples of hot/pretty girls... with their... guys... yea... and most of the time.... they loook kinda bad-ass.... hmmmm.... criteria to get a chick nowadays?... definitely bad-ass.... haha... guess i'll just have to wait till the era for the normal/boring kinda guy to come then.... haha... till then...wish me luck...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways... after saying sooo much... i have to say.... too all those who read my blog or happen to browse by my blog.... i dun mind if u find me desperate or wat... seriously.... do i really sound that desperate? i dunno...u judge... could it be my RAGING hormones? hahaha... i doubt it... maybe its just the emptiness inside me... that i'm just yearning to fill it back up... the emptiness that has been there for the past 3-4 yrs... yea...maybe i just cant get used to it..... maybe i just gave up.. i dunnno..... haha... yea.... i realised i'm taking crap here... alright then... shall stop here....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hope that u guys will catch these two movies anytime u can..... you wont regret it!!! or else money-back gurantee... hahaha...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-3614919549517092560?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/3614919549517092560/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=3614919549517092560' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/3614919549517092560'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/3614919549517092560'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/08/sad-caught-two-movies-today.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-5867782067733463089</id><published>2007-08-11T21:18:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-11T21:25:05.448+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- time flies -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;time really flies... damn... like a rocket....my sister came back like a few weeks ago.. and now she's leaving... yea... once again... haha... more complains from my naggy granny again....hiaz... ending my part-time-warehouse-and-kinda-shitty-job next week....so that means... 5 more days of working my ass off....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then next sunday onwards... will be 1 more month to my enlistment... kinda having mixed feelings... one hand... i'm lookin forward to the new life in navy.. on the other hand... i've heard about the tough trainings and stuff.... yea... kinda not looking forward to that... but what the heck.... A MAN GOTTA DO WHAT A MAN GOTTA DO...... as the 'saying' goes...... BE a MAN... DO the RIGHT thing!!!!.. haha...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh...... by the way.... i have questions for all of u guys... ok.. lets say....  what happens IF...(i emphasize IF).. one day... you realise that your dad's becoming gay...(or you could put it in a nicer way... homosexual)... what will you do?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-5867782067733463089?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/5867782067733463089/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=5867782067733463089' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/5867782067733463089'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/5867782067733463089'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/08/time-flies-time-really-flies.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-4749302825412065168</id><published>2007-08-02T19:39:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-08-02T19:46:10.623+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- movie mania.c -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;caught the movie Invisible Target.... all i can say... awesome shit man... hahaha... damn cool fightin moves.... at least this time.... they have better hairstyles....haha... now looking forward to Flash Point as a few of my friends told me that if i enjoyed Invisible Target, then Flash Point be way better..... hope so then.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;48 more days.... still quite sometime to go...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-4749302825412065168?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/4749302825412065168/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=4749302825412065168' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/4749302825412065168'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/4749302825412065168'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/08/movie-mania.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-3878069486577565684</id><published>2007-07-29T20:59:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-29T21:09:23.788+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- tasteless -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nothing interesting these past few days... same ol' life..... work... play... sleep..&lt;br /&gt;supposed to go for a holiday to korea... but in the end... it was cancelled due to my mom's recurring pain in her old injury.... guess it will have to wait.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sis came back to sg... for a few weeks... before going back to dubai once again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;been wanting to catch a few movies these few days... but its either... got no one to go with... or something came up... recently there are a few movies like.... Invisible Target &amp;amp; Flash Point... all action packed chinese movie... been quite sometime since i caught a chinese movie.... the last one was a total disappointment... Dragon Tiger Gate.... (totally disappointed in it..... esp the hairstyle... yucks..)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-3878069486577565684?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/3878069486577565684/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=3878069486577565684' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/3878069486577565684'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/3878069486577565684'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/07/tasteless-nothing-interesting-these.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-1114028992845086409</id><published>2007-07-18T16:41:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-18T16:48:10.833+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- airport -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;last sat was the day tian yin had to leave for her further studies in aussie... yea... rushed down after a tiring day at work..(the dragonboat job as mentioned b4)... haha... was so tired that i keep dozing off when i was standing in the bus.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea... manage to send her off though... haha... saw her bf for the first time... yea... hahaha... good job tian yin!! for finding such a bf...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways... i was already expecting to see HER at the airport.. knowing that tian yin was one of her close friends... saw her with her bf.... (unexpected) but... what to do? hahaha.... act blur... act as if i never see them then... hahaha.... think i pulled it off.... maybe its not that i dun wanna see her... or rather its the fact that i got no idea what to say to her... or maybe.. i'm just too sorry to face her again.... hmmm.... *confused*... hahaha...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways.... i've been thinkin(like always).... maybe i really have to change... for the good of course.....hmmm.... need some feedback from my friends reading.... any suggestions? bad points that i have to change??&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-1114028992845086409?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/1114028992845086409/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=1114028992845086409' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/1114028992845086409'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/1114028992845086409'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/07/airport-last-sat-was-day-tian-yin-had.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-7525705696686676724</id><published>2007-07-15T01:30:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-15T01:38:55.774+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- madness -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;had a coxing job today... a first at Pulau Ubin... it was for a competition... and the pay was relatively good.. so yea... met the other coxswain from SDBA at noon... then headed down to Ubin... there... we waited... and waited.. blah blah... till it was like 3.30pm before it finally started.... it is some kind of a 'triathalon' ... except for the fact that the excercises are different... the students first have toe cycle( i dunno the distance)... before rowing for approx 9.2km.... yea... followed by a 3-4km run... yea.. sounds hellish... hell yea... i probably would never enter such a competition volunteerily...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the students were good in an overall sense... have a good teamwork... relatively good stamina and strength... taking the fact that they had cycled before comin to my station... yea... but the rowing session was very very long.... and boring... it was from Ubin all the way back to Seletar... hahaha... yea.. it took approx 2 hours plus.... but.. i still get paid in the end right? hahaha...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nowadays ... been running low on cash.... sad.  so calling my buddies out there... any dragonboat events or any other events that pay well... BE SURE TO CALL ME!&lt;br /&gt;hahahaha...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-7525705696686676724?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/7525705696686676724/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=7525705696686676724' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/7525705696686676724'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/7525705696686676724'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/07/madness-had-coxing-job-today.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-8994644244199722449</id><published>2007-07-15T01:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-15T01:29:55.789+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- maturity -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the chalet was a very very memorable one for me... not only fun... but our friendship... i think advanced to a new level of maturity.... i dunno how the others feel but... i feel like i'm closer to my buddies now... guys and ladies.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;had lotsa fun at Wild Wild Wet.... wooooo... fun stuff to play with... good stuff to look at... hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;had bbq... in which the guys did MOST of the cookin and setting up... the girls are probably good at ..... finishing up the food and complaining!!!!!hahaha..... dun worry .. the guys still love you... haha.&lt;br /&gt;i think it was the 'catching up' session that really bonded us... *in my opinion*.&lt;br /&gt;anyways... i forogt to add one more testimonial to all of u guys..... i'm really glad to have friends like you...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-8994644244199722449?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/8994644244199722449/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=8994644244199722449' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/8994644244199722449'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/8994644244199722449'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/07/maturity-chalet-was-very-very-memorable.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-2200139419586511558</id><published>2007-07-11T01:40:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-11T01:52:43.007+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- sweet escape -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my room... my sweet escape...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea... two entries in one night.... haha... no work tmr!&lt;br /&gt;going on a chalet with ma buddies for 7 years++++ and counting...none other than the buds from my sec sch.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;did i ever tell u guys that i've lots of ambitions when i was young... and some still remains as my ambitions up till now? i used to wanna be a fireman! hahaha.... yea.... that still exists as one of the few.... next up... i wanna be a writer/author!... yea... i know my english's kinda 'non-professional' but i always hope to write a book... that everyone enjoys... like those kind of Chicken Soup for the Soul.... in a language that we're all familiar with... not those kind of very serious..... 'top-notch' english writings.... maybe similar to my entries? *of course it will be better though*..... haha... next up.... director!!! yea.... some of my buds in poly would know my wonderful directing skills... hahaha... i would constanting tell them about a particular scene in a film.. how it will be filmed and how the angle of the camera's gonna be and stuff.... how the story starts and follows... yea.... hahha.... definitely one of my interests.... next up... inventor!.... haha....  dun be alarmed.... i have actually lots of ideas!!.... wacky ones actually... some of my inventions... MIGHT actually work!! hahaha... next..... advertiser... or rather... those that think of ideas for an advertisement..... hahaha... there are times.... i have no idea why.... but times when suddenly an idea struck me...  yea.. ideas that should turn up in an advert.... yea.... wish there's a way to sell my ideas... hahaa....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways.... feeling kinda tired now.... FINALLY... hahaha... gtg ... peace out.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-2200139419586511558?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/2200139419586511558/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=2200139419586511558' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/2200139419586511558'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/2200139419586511558'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/07/sweet-escape-my-room.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-1093018345985648100</id><published>2007-07-11T01:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-11T01:40:28.095+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- lies -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;caught Die Hard 4.0....... all i can say is.... WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? Go catch it!! two thumbs up... very nice... action packed for action junkies like me! hahaha.... anyways.... its already july 11th.... a few more days and most of ma buddies will be going NS.... yea... guess we all have to grow up and move on.... for me... my enlistment's kinda late... in september... haha.... yea... my day will come then....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways... for the past few days... its been funny that i keep bumping into former fairsians... yea... and coincidentally... all of them are close friends of CF.... hmmm... coincidental or just plain unlucky... i dun mean meeting them isnt good.... but its like kinda weird meeing all her friends like a few days after bumpin into her... hmmmm... yea... like i have said...some memories are hard to forget,  some easy to remember and the rest you simply cant let go... i will be lying if i said i have forgotten about her... hmmm.. that will probably never happen.. instead... its true that i've been trying to get over it... yea.. kinda slow... i know... maybe.. i'm just weak in the areas of love... yea....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;somehow... i dunno why but i feel very very stupid... yea.... i keep telling myself that... one day.. i might just look back and laugh at myself... jokin at how long i take to get over a girl... yea... but .... it sucks to know that i might never achieve it.... *first cut's always the deepest*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;alright... think i should stop jabbering about my past relationship... which.. yea... i have totally made a mess out of it... and probably my BIGGEST regret of my entire life... second will be ... not trying hard enough to keep myself concentrated on my poly studies... why do i cry over spilled milk? i've got no idea why... but i know for sure.... i do need help on that particular area...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i wish i could just fly to a place... where there are no worries... no pain... a place where i can escape from all of these problems in my life.... that place.... probably sounds like heaven... yea...but the closest i can get to that place.... would be my room... right here... right now... when everyone's sleepin... no one to interrupt me... just me in my room.... relaxing.... grooving to the tunes... yea... i'm that kinda guy.... probably those that prefers to run away from a problem... rather than to face it..... hmmmmm... why am i pouring out all of my bad characters here? beats me..... feels lots better after bloggin all these "skeletons in my closet"&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-1093018345985648100?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/1093018345985648100/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=1093018345985648100' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/1093018345985648100'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/1093018345985648100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/07/lies-caught-die-hard-4.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-7746497711929646398</id><published>2007-07-04T22:49:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-04T23:07:07.936+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- breaking point -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;had my napfa test today.... stupid cmpb told me about 2 months ago that the hard earned napfa test results in poly has expired!!! wa... all the running!!!!GONE DOWN THE DRAIN!!! yea... wat can i do? retake lor.... today didnt start off well... having the fact that i'm havin napfa today i slept earlier than usual.... then i was rolling on my bed... couldnt sleep... so i on the air con... got cooler... but still cant sleep....so i got up... double checked my napfa test bookin.. then went back onto my bed and continued rollin on my bed.. till 4.25am!!!!! wa..... i'm like waking up in arnd an hour's time!!!... finally i slept at approx 4.35am... damn&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;woke up in less than an hour's time... then got to Toa Payoh Stadium.... the weather was already scorching hot in the morning... had a slight headache when i started the stations... must be because of the lack of sleep.... got worse as the minutes went by... must be the sun and the heat!!! i was practically dying before i reached my final station... which also happens to be my dreaded station.... 2.4km run...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;we waited for close to 10 minutes in the sun before we started the run.. till then.. i was barely surviving.. finally off to the run... and guess wat? i got a BLARDY SLIVER because if my run!!! argh!!! the only 2 point in my score!!!! so so so disappointed in myself...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then i was supposed to meet rachel today after the test... waited and waited for that panda to wake up... till it was almost time for me to head on to my dragonboat coachin job... yea...so in the end... i didnt meet her....  in the hot sun again.... today.. teaching small kids... primary school kids how to row... was kinda hilarious because some of them are even shorter than the paddle itself.. haha.... had quite some fun during the session...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then came the rush hour home... totally hate that... why? because KIASU singaporeans... always like to squeeze themselves into the train cabin way before the passengers alight... i totally... and i mention TOTALLY hate that kind of behaviour... feels so barbaric... no manners at all... and to call them working ADULTS.... and it gets worse if u're standing in front..  they practically pushed me into the train...hate to squeeze with sooo many people..YUCKS.... i was so so so tired that i kind 'nodded' even while standin in the train....yea... the sun took all my energy and my napfa gold from me today.... sad&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-7746497711929646398?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/7746497711929646398/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=7746497711929646398' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/7746497711929646398'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/7746497711929646398'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/07/breaking-point-had-my-napfa-test-today.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-7372178508151155199</id><published>2007-07-02T02:23:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-07-02T02:39:35.532+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- life -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;caught TRANSFORMERS the movie today... it was totally... KICK ASSSS!!! woooo... the action... the cool robots.. and most importantly... THE HOT BABES!!! hahaha... i dun really like the "New and Improved" Transformers as they look like total big piece of moving metal... for some of the scenes... i couldnt even recognise who was fighting who.... think the cartoon one is better... looks cooler and they have this weird " tee-too-too-too-tee" sound when they transform... totally cheesy.. but cool... all in all.. i would give this movie a 8.5/10 rating... for the action and babes totally helped in the scores.... and not to mention... the robots.. contributing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it was then before the movie, during the movie, and after the movie that i realised one important "rule" in your life... the more you yearn and want something... the more you will not get it... like girls... maybe.. its time for me to change my thinkin... maybe if i shouldnt try that hard to get a girl or something... i might end up having it ? hahaha... doesnt make sense? yea... doesnt make much sense to me too... or......... maybe i'm just too plain ugly... haha... that might be tha case... in anyways... pardon me for my naggin once again... haha&lt;br /&gt;*how i wish i could be like Mel Gibson in the movie.. What Woman Wants....then maybe i can crack into the thick skulls of the ladies and know what they want.. aint that cool or wat.*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;over the weekend.. the juniors have their june race... at bedok... was kinda setting an expectation for the ladies.. but sadly.. they did not achieve it... my expectations wasnt high... just get 3rd in the heats for ivp and get thru to the semi... i knew they could do it.. but... hmmm.. maybe the competitors are getting stronger?... see it applies to the life theory i just said... the more i want them to win... the more it wouldnt happen.... sad... maybe that just my life... how about yours? happen to you too?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways... i have this dilemna right now... should i take my napfa retest... pass it... hopefuly get a silver and better.. and get exempted from my 1 mth of physical training for ns.. or should i just go for the early intake with the physical test... as i have heard from many.. those that gets in earlier... even though they might suffer more... they tend to make friends first and stuff... then get used to army life first...hmmmm... what should i do?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-7372178508151155199?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/7372178508151155199/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=7372178508151155199' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/7372178508151155199'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/7372178508151155199'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/07/life-caught-transformers-movie-today.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-1026887299905426895</id><published>2007-06-27T00:26:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-27T00:36:38.796+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- destiny -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;took leave off today... feeling very tired.. so i stayed home did some 'housekeeping' on my com... decided to go to Causeway point in the evening to get a pair of track pants... finally got a pair of NIKE track pants that costed me a WHOPPING $80....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea... but the most amazing part of the shopping isnt the price or the pants... but whom i met during the shopping trip... yea.. some of you might have guessed it... i met CF( my ex).. yea... when i came out of the mrt... i saw someone resembling her... but there were too many people arnd.. i could stop to take a second look.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways.. i was frequenting the few sports shops... when i finally stopped at Sportslink... went to try on the pants... asked the store assistant to get a new pair for me.... i had my back facing the entrance of the store... so when i finally turned arnd... there she was... standing right in front of me... i was shocked... yea... she turned arnd and walked away... hmmm... probably the sight of me disgust her? i dunno... anyways... i dunno why... but it feels nice to know that she's doing well.. looking gorgeous as ever.. yea.... i probably should say all these.. but yea...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;got to school... got my birthday present from shi hui... a cap... yea.. she said i might need in very soon... thinkin bout it.. yea.. definitely comes in handy. so to all my friends out there.... WHERE ARE MY PRESENTS??? hahahaa....&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-1026887299905426895?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/1026887299905426895/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=1026887299905426895' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/1026887299905426895'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/1026887299905426895'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/06/destiny-took-leave-off-today.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-6285632384524194031</id><published>2007-06-17T23:03:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-20T23:12:21.569+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- new love -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;haha... yea... not very surprising.... gareth have a new love!!! wooo.....&lt;br /&gt;haha... y'all must be think that this despo guy likes a new girl eh?.... haha... WRONG!!!! my new love is my new DESKTOP!!!... haha... soo happy to finally own one....  now i can finally play my BATTLEFIELD 2!!! haha... provided some kind sould could buy the original game for me.... for i am so dirt broke now... spending most of my ka-ching on my baby....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;speaking about new love... yea... love problem once again.... haha... yea... this time... it involves a girl!!! haha... not a computer... yea.... hmmm..... what will you do if a girl/guy u like tells u that he/she is uncertain about her feelings for you?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a) keep pestering her/him for an answer&lt;br /&gt;b) punch the daylights out of him/her.&lt;br /&gt;   (how could you not know? its either a yes or a no)&lt;br /&gt;c) try to get into his/her better books&lt;br /&gt;d) try all of the above&lt;br /&gt;e) try none of the above&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-6285632384524194031?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/6285632384524194031/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=6285632384524194031' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/6285632384524194031'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/6285632384524194031'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/06/new-love-haha.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-5063739267518265568</id><published>2007-06-20T23:03:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-20T23:10:11.965+08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>- bad habit -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea.. i know everyone had bad habits... mine? i have a bad habit of turning up late for most of my appointments... yea... a VERY bad habit... cant seem to change it.... hmmm.... yea.. and this bad habit ... taught me a lesson today.... i was supposed to take my NAPFA retest today... (why? because the stupid results that i took in school had already expired... what luck....) anyways... yea... first time goin to toa payoh stadium... it took me a lil while to figure my way there... and on top of that... it was drizzling... yea.. so i was late... and the i/c did not let me take the test... damn!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea... blame myself... i took the day off to take this blardy test.. end up... yea... u know the rest.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;anyways... my previous post talked about this love problem... yea... rest assured... it didnt happen to me... i was just randomly thinkin about stuff when it came to my mind... hmmm.. funny that everyone asked me about this question after i posted it up.... hiaz... my love life that happenin??&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-5063739267518265568?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/5063739267518265568/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=5063739267518265568' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/5063739267518265568'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/5063739267518265568'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/06/bad-habit-yea.html' title=''/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-1842359740632399902</id><published>2007-06-16T15:47:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-16T15:58:51.869+08:00</updated><title type='text'>AGE-ing</title><content type='html'>14th june... my birthday..&lt;br /&gt;once again.. thanks for all the well wishes.. but WHERE ARE THE PRESENTS?.... haha... jokin.&lt;br /&gt;hmmm... my first present... a red packet from my grandma...followed by my parents... wooo... time for retail therepy!! hahaha...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;took leave from work on that day... not only because it was my birthday... but it was also my graduation day... yea... growing older... and growing out of a school.... damn... i feel old.haha... i didnt went for the graduation...hahha.... acutally i dun intend to... why? because i have to wear a graduation gown!.... yucks... too formal for me... so in the end i ended up wearing semi-formal... long sleeved shirt with jeans....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;chit-chatted with my teachers and stuff....after which me and liang wanted to catch THE PIRATES OF THE 'CURRY-BEAN'.... hahaha... yea.... so we headed to Vivo city... HOPING to catch the movie... but... DAMNnnnnn..... the queue was like... uber long... stupid school holidays... all the students rushing to watch the FANTASTIC 4..... sianz... end up... we headed to Plaza Singapura to meet up with yan...talked lots of crap... haha... been ages since we had that kind of crap talkin.... went to secret recipe.. and ordered this marble cheesecake.... and the cheese is like soooo... 'gao' (thick in hokkien).... wa... they practically compressed a whole packet of cheese into that small lil piece.... haha....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;met... chee meng and hui after that... at that time.. i couldnt bring myself to eat anymore.... anymore cheese and i'll puke!haha.... played some pool after that... got thrashed by hui... hiaz... i was never good with ball games anyways... *except rugby hor!!*.... haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yea... that was the overview of my "happening" birthday... oh btw... i do accept late gifts... so ya.... hahah... you should know what to do then... haha...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-1842359740632399902?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/1842359740632399902/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=1842359740632399902' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/1842359740632399902'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/1842359740632399902'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/06/age-ing.html' title='AGE-ing'/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7365030840793604387.post-3045080272370690699</id><published>2007-06-03T23:08:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2007-06-03T23:09:38.075+08:00</updated><title type='text'>TEST</title><content type='html'>here's my first post on my brand new blog....&lt;br /&gt;testing..1...2....3&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7365030840793604387-3045080272370690699?l=my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/feeds/3045080272370690699/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7365030840793604387&amp;postID=3045080272370690699' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/3045080272370690699'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7365030840793604387/posts/default/3045080272370690699'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://my-illusioned-world.blogspot.com/2007/06/test.html' title='TEST'/><author><name>Gareth</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/15225465619639837919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:extendedProperty xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' name='OpenSocialUserId' value='06458398681159387460'/></author><thr:total xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'>0</thr:total></entry></feed>